"and suddenly you know ...
It's time to start something new, and
trust the magic of beginnings."
I've never been afraid of change, I actually enjoy change, it's like starting over.
When things in my apartment got bad, I think we all saw it...but only two of us wanted to change it. Wanted to make it so we didn't have to live like we were, so we started a change. But not only good things come with change, the bad comes with it as well.
You see, when you live with so many people you need to factor in their opinions as well, and we didn't. We did what we thought was best for all of us, because we had tried to reason, and speak with our roommates and nothing had progressed. Well now we sit here and wait for a meeting with housing to see where we go from here..
Things shouldn't have gotten as bad as they had been getting here, and it wasn't just some people weren't doing things, this wasn't us pointing at them and saying "The four of you are the problem." This was us saying "Look, all six of us have things we could work on, so lets figure it out." Because we are never all home at once, we are never all going to agree on the next course of action so the only probable way to go about it was to request a housing meeting. Things need to change around here.
Well, now that we started the journey to change that bad things that come have started to make there way as well, like:
what if they decided to move us all apart?
what if things never go back to the way that they were?
what if my remaining roommates never speak to me again?
I don't want to move, not this late in the program, I don't want to be split up from Ashley.
We are six young women with every different personalities, and it was only a matter of time before something like this actually happened.
I am going to be linking this into the bottom of my next blog, only because I am knowingly publishing this online. Not that I have said anything wrong in this post, I just don't want to rock the boat any more than I already have.
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