"You can't blame a writer
for what the characters say."
Sometimes, I wonder what my life would be like right now had I not been accepted into the Disney College Program, how my semester would have ended or how my summer would have taken place. Would I be knee-deep in classes I hated right now or would I still be taking the semester off? I don't regret coming down here, I actually really love this program. It's changed me in sooooo many ways. I feel like I've grown in so many ways, become more independent, and learned what it means to "hit rock bottom". Sometimes I will admit I don't make the best of this. Hell, I rarely even look on the bright side, but lately I've learned that all good things come to an end. This program being one of them.
It's sad to think that in 97 days my program will be coming to an end. I never imagined that I would be accepted, let alone living in Orlando, working at the happiest place on Earth! I might not always get along with my roommates, although I love them all, we fight like a family. I might now live the most luxurious life right now, but this is only temporary, and I am just passing through. As much as I would like to say I am living the high-life here in Sunny Florida in my apartment, that would be a lie. I don't know who thought cramming six girls into a three bedroom apartment, in an apartment complex with a cockroach problem, was a good idea. Whoever it was should reconsider their life choices.
I get a lot of comments on how "honest" and "real' my blogs are...I don't think anything I have published so far has been this truthful about the way I think. I think that's because I have been writing this in my journal .... Shocker, a writer with a journal. I thought that my blog would be my place to vent..but publicly putting everything thought I have about every little thing out there for everyone to read... scares me.
What if I offended someone?
I want to post honest things, about my life and my journey.
So here's my days events (09-30-2014, just to clarify because I don't know what time it will be when I am posting this)
Woke up to Inspections! Just to find out someone hung a pumpkin on the out side of our door and it was violating housing community codes! No holiday spirit here in housing, apparently. But for the first time since I got here we surprisingly passed almost everything on the inspection list! We got to go get free cookies from the desk. But apparently my name is now "Kalia" .... Uhmm no.
I spent my morning working on my previous blog(which will be linked below, incase you haven't seen it yet) and finishing 'Where She Went' which is the second book to "If I Stay". It was really good! I then started "Matched" also almost done with that! I cleaned a lot today too, sick of living in a mess.
As my day off comes to an end, I'll probably just be going to bed after posting this. Nothing to crazy!
As October starts I feel as though I will be slightly more emotional, as it is my birth month...my first birthday without my mom. Being October, and feeling this way, I thought it was fitting that it be my month of Positivity. It's this thing we do here in 611 each month it's someones month to "be positive" so we have this calendar in the living room and each day of our month we write a positive quote on the calendar. It's cute, and something that reminds us not everything around here is so strict.
Lately, I feel like I'd rather be lost in a book or my writing to keep my sane. It's become my escape, so I apologize again for the increase in posts lately.
I hope this shed some light on my life!
Have a Magical day!
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